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Artlessness.
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

Sunday, November 8, 2009, 2:13 PM
Drenched in my pain again.


Why are you back again girl? I told you, no surprise visits. Aren't you supposed to be studying? Is this considered lying? You don't even reply my fucking messages. I don't know what to feel. Upset, happy, pissed? What's with training so hard? We spent the other night at your place. After that we don't meet up. What's that supposed to mean? I'm flooded with unwanted thoughts and questions. Do you know how bad that feels?

Why are you fucking pissed when we're the ones who are supposed to be pissed? WHY. I don't know okay. To salvage this. Or not. Its up to you. I know you have tons of friends alright. That doesn't mean you can take us for granted.

This is just fucked up okay. I saw photos on FB. Don't even know whether to trust you or not. Whatever. Screw this. You mean so much to me. Do I look like I exist to you?



Read between the lines
What's fucked up
And everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive
And I walk alone